I just want to be fit :( I’m working so hard right now and I’m feeling sore everyday but… When will I get these results? Keep on pushing Mel! You got this!!!!

I need to get back into song writing and composing. I miss music. And right now, I think I’m in the right mindset to write but shit, I have other things to write… like essays. Summer, I need you now. 

And shiz, I’m so tired and sore but all I want to do is work out. This is good. I want to be fit and healthy. 

Just 8 total days of school left. 

Can’t wait to just chill and hang out. I need that. My mind is a mess right now.

All these personal statement essays are stressin’ me out. I’m glad we’re starting them early but… I really don’t feel like writing about myself in that kind of level. I don’t feel like reflecting on my life right now. 

Darn, I really miss you… a lot. Hate. You.

I want to go camping and fishing. -.- Can’t wait ermahgawd. 

In just a little than a week, it’d be 2 years that you’ve left us. I miss you uncle. Still can’t shake off the feeling that you’re still here.

Damn, I think about a lot stuff. 

I want to attend a school where I don’t know anyone and no one knows me and I have no one but to focus on but myself. Or in other words, I want to be a loner. Lol. Sadly, it wouldn’t make sense to transfer now… :(

I wish I was born just a few weeks earlier.. Then I would be graduating next week with the seniors. But then again I would have never met all these amazing friends I have.

I love my Sunday morning jogs. The one time I feel peace at mind. Well, late evening jog later.